After a weekend of brilliance but high emotions and other events, the Boyf and Ciren friend have told me that I can do it and that it will all be ok, which was very much needed. Ciren friend and I had a brilliant you're-a-bit-drunk-but-having-a-really-deep-conversation conversation at one point over the weekend whilst we were all at a battle, which ended up with the two of us getting really really drunk later in the evening with much drinking and dancing in the beer tent interspersed with walking back to the tent for more port (MY port, I should state). Boy did we regret it in the morning, our hangovers were monumental and I don't think either of us really recovered until about Wednesday, the evening it all took place was Sunday.
Having had this long conversation and other smaller things crack off including arguments with the Boyf, it did nearly all end badly on Tuesday, just after I got home I got myself properly worked up and thought I was being a horrible person and thought it would be better for everyone if this ended. Luckily I rang Ciren friend in panic and he stopped me from doing it, told me I was silly and that I just needed to wait until the stresses of Uni etc were done and everything would be fine. I can now safely say the Boyf and I are better than ever.
This did make me think, it can only take a few events to suddenly realise that someone unexpected really cares about how you're feeling, and you in return for them, I have to say it's been a strange few months for both of us, and now we seem to be helping each other out, and it's something that not many who know both of us would have thought, but it's nice anyway. The Boyf and him also bond well over joint tea-making, which makes them happy and I lost count of how many cups of tea they had over the weekend!
I found out on Tuesday that both Ciren friend and the Boyf had a conversation about me not wanting to really be at Uni anymore and were making sure they both kicked me up the arse to finish my exams. I'm nearly done now, only 2 more to go and the Elder Basons are coming tomorrow to start taking some of my stuff home, I am in no way ready for this, but it should be easy enough to shove everything in bags and send it packing.
I do have a feeling that when my room is considerably emptier tomorrow, I will feel like it's all nearly done and that new adventures will start.
In other news, after our exam today, Leicestershire housemate and I went to Cannock today, purely to go to the OK Diner there, which she keeps telling me does amazing food and milkshakes etc, and sure enough she was right, the food was amazing and we had a lovely time before going back across to Telford to do some shopping.
Today I bought a Onsie, an actual Onsie (big baby grow, basically) and people, it is wonderful. I probably look like a complete berk, but I can live with that because my god it is warm! And it's main aim is to keep me warm when camping, because yet again this weekend I nearly froze and I got fed up! My particular Onsie is a donkey one, with a hood with ears and a face on and an actual tail! I'm very pleased!
All in all, it's been an ok couple of weeks with a cracking weekend in the middle and I am counting down the days until the next battle, where we can all have a great time again (and partly so I can wear my Onsie...)
Having had this long conversation and other smaller things crack off including arguments with the Boyf, it did nearly all end badly on Tuesday, just after I got home I got myself properly worked up and thought I was being a horrible person and thought it would be better for everyone if this ended. Luckily I rang Ciren friend in panic and he stopped me from doing it, told me I was silly and that I just needed to wait until the stresses of Uni etc were done and everything would be fine. I can now safely say the Boyf and I are better than ever.
This did make me think, it can only take a few events to suddenly realise that someone unexpected really cares about how you're feeling, and you in return for them, I have to say it's been a strange few months for both of us, and now we seem to be helping each other out, and it's something that not many who know both of us would have thought, but it's nice anyway. The Boyf and him also bond well over joint tea-making, which makes them happy and I lost count of how many cups of tea they had over the weekend!
I found out on Tuesday that both Ciren friend and the Boyf had a conversation about me not wanting to really be at Uni anymore and were making sure they both kicked me up the arse to finish my exams. I'm nearly done now, only 2 more to go and the Elder Basons are coming tomorrow to start taking some of my stuff home, I am in no way ready for this, but it should be easy enough to shove everything in bags and send it packing.
I do have a feeling that when my room is considerably emptier tomorrow, I will feel like it's all nearly done and that new adventures will start.
In other news, after our exam today, Leicestershire housemate and I went to Cannock today, purely to go to the OK Diner there, which she keeps telling me does amazing food and milkshakes etc, and sure enough she was right, the food was amazing and we had a lovely time before going back across to Telford to do some shopping.
Today I bought a Onsie, an actual Onsie (big baby grow, basically) and people, it is wonderful. I probably look like a complete berk, but I can live with that because my god it is warm! And it's main aim is to keep me warm when camping, because yet again this weekend I nearly froze and I got fed up! My particular Onsie is a donkey one, with a hood with ears and a face on and an actual tail! I'm very pleased!
All in all, it's been an ok couple of weeks with a cracking weekend in the middle and I am counting down the days until the next battle, where we can all have a great time again (and partly so I can wear my Onsie...)
